This feeling is so fucked up can , I just dont know how to describe it .
Anyways , I meet up with ahbeng and co.
Another Jimmy ( stays hougang ) , Timothy & Barry came down to Toapayoh to bring me down to Hougang .
Then Jimmy & Timothy headed down Novena to bring Qiqi to Hougang .
Slacked , drank alcohol . I tell you I was seriously drunk , I'm not a good drinker . >.<
Slept till 7pm then Me and Qiqi took a cab home .
Anyways , I've to thanks Xiaopang for the supper . Seriously it was delicious . (:
Thanks Barry for the alcohol .
Thanks Ahbeng for the room .
&& Thanks everyone that made my day a beauitful day .
Will be meeting up with Isabel meeting at Cwp , then heading town for the countdown .

I'm so contented , but also not that contented .
I'm so contented that my friends will always be there for me , all I need is you guys .
Contented thats Daddy pampers me , even if he is doing the wrong thing .
Suddenly I just felt life could be so perfect , maybe I'm starting to see life in a different way .
I'm starting to see life in the positive way but not the negative way . ((:
&&& I don't need a man to survive right ?
Anyways , I'm gonna find a job in bugis tomorrow !
Finding a companion to follow me , and maybe shop for my new year clothes .
Will ask some of my '' very long never meet friends '' out for some drinking session .
I seriously cant wait !

He said ' I would be your baby angel to guide you thru the darkest passage ''

And it's all a lie .

24 December
Went down to novena to meet Yinyin and Qiqi , slacked then headed back Toapayoh to have our clothes changed .
Yinyin reborned her hair , pretty yea ~
Then waited at toapyoh for Jimmy to come over , slacked till morning .
Then waited for another Jimmy to fetch Qiqi home .
This is how I spent my christmas eve , but I'm still very glad that they were there for me .

Boy , I'm sososo sorry . We are not compatible enough .
Moreover your love for me is not as strong as mine .
Stop telling me lie , I'm tired enough to give in already .

25 December
I didnt sleep , Yinyin and me went to Centre to walked around had breakfast before we walked around .
then went over to trimmed my eyebrown .
Sent Yinyin back home then down to Aunt's house .
I finally got to spent all my time with my precious cousins , we rollerblade , cycle , played basketball and more .
then down to Grandpapa house to collect presents . ((:
then back home bath and went down to meet Yinyin and Qiqi .
Meet awhile then they go down Sengkang , Jimmy's house .
I was too tired so i didnt go .

I didn't meet boy today , cause i oveslept >.<
Then head down town to shop , brought a sunglasses and a dress .
then down to geylang to meet celine .

We are drifting apart , thanks to your work and camp .
Camp , Work , Camp , Work = No time for me .
I miss you badly , I swear I will understand more .

19 December
Woke up at 4 then headed down sengkang to meet Yinyin at Jimmy's house .
then off we went to bishan ite to check out those courses .
Came back to toapayoh with Yinyin as she is meet Jimmy at toapayoh also .
Went back home .
20 December
Boy brought breakfast for me at 6 in the morning , he is super duper caring cans !
then went over to ahboy's motortiam to see kenneth's faring .
then headed down bugis to walk around , then boy and kenneth got something on so they sent me to sengkang .
reached there I immediatly fell asleep woke up at 10 plus . Had my dinner , thanks jimmy !
then took a cab back home .
Didn't meet boy at night .
21 December
Stayed at home the whole day , at night boy came down to toapayoh to find me .
then he accompany me to have my dinner , then off to kenneth's house to do kenneth's bike .
So fun can , boy pillioned me without me and him wearing helmet .
Boy sent me home then he go down boat quay drink .
22 December
Went to temple to pray then headed back home .
then went chinatown to have dinner with grandpapa , back home again .
Didnt meet boy today , he too busy le .
Will be meeting him tomorrow , He promised me de . ((:

I will treasure every moment spent with you .

Sorry for not updating for this two days .
17 December
Mummy came back from hongkong already , so i stayed at home and help her with housework .
Went out at night , took a cab down to pasir ris with Celine to meet weixiang and co. , how I wish I'm 18 so I can go where ever i want using my own transport . Suddenly i just have the fucking urge to drink , brought quite a number of alcohol .
My weekly allowance gone . ((:
Tear kept rolling off my cheeks , I dont know when I'm gonna stop thinking about you .
After I woke I , we all went over to the beach to watch sunset .
then took bus 88 home .

18 December
Woke up at 7pm , was damn shag cans .
Then at around 1am . Yinyin , Jimmy & huahua came over to meet me at my block void deck .
Before going out , I quarrelled with daddy .
Its hurts me so much to see him like that , I'll try to change alrights .
then slacked till 3am then went back home , will not be sleeping cause will be meet Yinyin later at Jimmy's house will be slacking till about 7plus then head down to bishan ite to check out the private studies there .
Sorry , picture will be upload soon . Due to my lazyness ((:

I've so much fucking things to crave on .
- Reborn my hair .
- Hair extention .
- A new camera .
- A new phone .
- A new closet .
- Buy a hello kitty sp , hiong bike la .
- Grow taller !
- New heels before christmas .
- Ink ny neck as soon as possible .

Any gonna get anyone of this as my christmas present ?

I shall blog before i sleep . ((:
Its 5.45 and I'm still awake .
Nevermind , Uncle and Aunt came over my house to pick me , my sister and brother up for dinner at their house .
I misses them so much , esp my cute lil cousin ( sean )
We had alot of joke when we was on the car , all the way they were suan-ing me . *twists
Then down to grandpapa house , had pepper crab and chilli crab and some other foods for dinner .
After dinner , daddy brought us to see christmas lighting at orchard . It was nice this year better then the year before .
Then down to bishan to buy foods for tml , we're gonna cook wantan mee for dinner .
Then down to cousin house for mahjong session .
Oks , i fucking tired now .
Byes

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Daddy brought a new comp already , and i've to wait for my dumb brother to do that for me .
Why ? Plain simple I'm just plain lazy .
But too bad this comp is not mine , is mummy's . But I'm gonna use it till I get my laptop back .
I stayed at home the whole day , wanted to go swimming with Celine but she with Justin .
I miss drinking session with all my friends .
Maybe going sentosa tml just me and Celine , sun tanning . ((:
I think i have see what are real true friends , and who are not .
I hate you guys are being so compicated , I just want it simple and nice .
Not in a good mood today , cause i bloody hell spent all my money on blogshoppings .
With those boliao stuffs , dont know whats wrong with me .
Nevermind , I'm gonna get my allowance later on . ((:

I just came back from toapayoh , lols .
Went out to have supper with Celine & Justin .
I saw alot of people also , a long lost friend . I seriously miss her , so glad to see her .
I also saw zhikwang , ((:
& ahbee , shine & huiling but didnt call them as i'm not wearing my lenses .
Had mac for supper and i was like nagging all the way ever since i met them .
Just simply miss them , and i miss alot of people and things .

I miss those days with ahgirl , dandan and casan in school screaming like nobody's business .
I miss those days where me and Isabel and Lilian meet up and chat .
I miss those days with my precious siaocharbor at jurong point crazying around .
I miss those days going out late at nights with all my friends .
I miss those days with Lianlian shopping around .
I miss everyone calling me shortshort .
I miss my secondary school mates .
I miss Jazreel , Jenn & Yuanmay .
I miss those days where Donald would drive me to whatever place i wanna go .
I miss those days where Yinyin and Qiqi come my house and cook , sleep and slack .
& most of all I miss those day with you . My dear boy .

& I swear i will bring back those beautiful memories .

Hellos ((:
I just woke up , joseph woke me up la . shit him can ! I slept at six .
Yestherday i was abit crazy already , i was emo-ing . Crazy until want take cab go cosy bay .
I fucking miss that place can .
Then got no one to talk to , Qiqi - sleeping , she just came back from chiwawa house .
Yinyin - sleeping , at jimmy's house .
Celine - sleeping also ! justin at her house .
SEE SEE SEE ! no ones gonna care about me ):
All got boyfriend le , just me alone ~
blablabla , i shall stop here . Now talking to Yinyin she now at Qiqi house !
I fucking miss both of them !

I told myself i won't miss you,
But i remember what it feels like beside you...
I miss those words.
I miss the kiss goodbye

Bye , I'm gonna pack my messy room or else daddy gonna scold me .

New blog ((:
Anyways , for your info I'm back in singapore already ((:
I've been staying home ever since i came back , will be mia-ing for this moment due to some problems I've been going thru all along .
Just came back from AMK hub for a movie , watched Alvin and the chipmunks .
It's damn nice laaa , I'll never gonna forget the movie !
I rate it 8 out of 10 .
I saw many familiar faces but cant really remember who are they , nvm . Stm again .
Joseph's friend tag along too , quite a funny guy .
I'm bored , now re-doing my Friendster background and writting this post now .
And maybe I'll be going genting with some of my friends but still not comfirm who yet .
Now also checking the price and everything .
Bye , I'm gonna re-do my background for friendster .