You've moved on ,

Wednesday , 6.02.08
Woke up and meet Liyun at balestier , to trimmed my eyebrown & do manicure .
Then head down ajunied to eat then back home , met bestie at blk 170 chatted till 7 in the morning .

Thursday , 7.02.08
Happy birthday to my blood brother , Wesley (:
Happy Chinese New Year
Went down to Toapayoh to have my renuion dinner , then to Paya lebar to have another renuion dinner .
Then down to Changi airport to fetch Joseph's mum & family .
Train down to City hall to let them check in their luggage then down to espanade to have supper .
I saw Darren , Weiming , Jianlong , Ivan & YOU !
Called Liyun , suddenly just broke into tears .
She consoled me , while still keep crying .
Back home , Met Yinyin at 7-11 .
She keep talking sense and everything , and I think I know why you didnt contact me .
After a few hours of crazyness , Yinyin went over to meet Jimmy .
Yinyin said '' Don't be sad cause it has ended , But be happy cause it happened ''
Then back home .

Self obbessions



























Its up to you to believe her , I did nothing wrong .
So its like so obvious you don't trust me (:
But the 14 will always be alive in my heart .
I miss him badly! hope time will heal everything.
sometimes I was down hoping he'll comfort and beside
just next to me whenever I needs the most.
I knew Its just impossible and too much for a request.
When I was really in blue mood the first picture of my mind is just only him.

And also the only person I wanna speaks with but not others.

What matters me the most is your love

You haven't been answering my phone like from yestherday , whats wrong ?
What excalty do you want ?
Would you stop hiding and tell me what you want ? I do really had enough of crying , shaking , emo-ing everywhere I go . Because of J , Because of you .
Yeaps , you once said '' if we were meant to be together , we will '' . Ya ! so don't hide and tell me if we were meant to be together .
You wouldn't know how its feels to not contact someone she like , love .
You're hurting me like what J did , so please stop playing .
Or maybe I'm too emotional , crying for every guy thats has hurt my feelings before .
So its not the big deal , I'm already used to it .
Maybe girlfriends said was all true , never trust a guy . Its a never !
Again & again , I trusted them like one fool and got hurt like one fool .
Nevermind , i just need some rest and i'll be fine .

Didn't blog for like so many days , busy busy busy .
I merely didn't have a good sleep for so many days , woke up by inconsiderate people .
Anyways , I'm gonna enroll for my night classes .

Friday 1.02.08
Met Furong at blk 170 slack , then saw Jianlong there .
To Jianlong house then of they head down to ecp , I did not tag along cause no extra helmet .
Back from ecp then met them again at Jianlong house .

Saturday 2.02.08
Woke up late , at around 6 ?
Furong & Jianlong came my house , Furong brought dinner for me .
Thanks for the dinner ya ! (:
At about 9 they left , while I went down to Geylang to meet Liyun . * shakeshake
Left at 3 , then Ayie came to fetch me to espanade then one 24hr mac .
Met Furong at the 24hr mac , cause he was at Bugis .
Then back home , chatted on the phone with Furong then off to bed .

Sunday 3.02.08
Slept till late late , Donald called me to accompany him out .
So that dumb reactless driver drove me out again , I also puke oks .
Was at geylang , while Furong was at Grandlink .
So Donald drove me down to Grandlink to meet Furong .
Met , Qiqi & Yinyin there .
Something cropped up , so Furong sent me home .
Thanks for the ride home ya ! (:
Wait for Furong to reach home , chatted on the phone then off to bed .

Monday 4.02.08
Woke up at 7 in the morning , then slept back till 5 .
Meet up with Celine , Justin & Aloysious .
Down to fareast , met Furong there .
Shopped , then back home agains .
Back home , Furong got me pissed off cause he did not answer my damn phone .
& I was like quarreling with my damn parents .
yeayea , I'm USELESS la .
I'll move out as soon as I found a job and a place to stay .